There are a LOT of bad deals aimed at authors. Awards, book club features, fake publishers. It takes so much time and energy to sort through the noise.

A few months ago, I entered Beyond the Mirage to the Christlit awards. I’d seen authors touting the Christlit awards, and it was free to enter, so I thought I’d try.

When I got the email saying it’d been selected, I was estatic.

But then it got strange…

The first factor that stood out to me was that you had to pay to use the award seal on your book cover.

They said the payment is to cover processing, but if that’s the case, why not charge everyone an entrance fee instead of hundreds of dollars to only the winners?

I’m assuming it takes more time and man power to read a 50k novel than it does to email a png file.

They specifically said on their website that it wasn’t a pay-to-win service, and that it was a prestigious award. But this (and some other details) left me with doubts.

I thought about doing it anyway…

Most reputable book awards are only open for a limited time, and then present the award many months later. I was willing to let that slide because the company claimed to be on the mission of awarding books for excellence in Christian publishing.

To be honest, I think Beyond the Mirage stands out. It’s gripping, it’s got beautiful prose, and it’s refreshingly authentic. That’s not what I’m saying, that’s what readers and bestselling authors have said.

At this point, I was on the fence.

Writers I’d looked up to had claimed the Christlit award. Maybe if I didn’t look into it, I could call myself an award-winning author.

I shared my excitement on my IG stories, careful not to claim it was genuine. I felt so confused. I’ve been around the publishing industry for almost 7 years and I still had no clue.

Most writing experts talk about how to write a good book and connect with agents and publishers. They hardly ever mention awards!

The plot thickens…

Today they sent me a follow-up email, claiming they will “keep my winning outcome active for six months.”

After that time, I’m welcome to apply again.

If someone read my book and decided that it deserved an award…why would they have to reread it six months later to decide if the book still deserves an award?

Is winning a “status” that can be toggled on and off?

The email was Blind Carbon Copy and weirdly formatted. It was the deciding factor for me.

Here’s the thing that stuck with me…

Winning an award could open doors for ministry and book sales that are closed to me right now.

I could’ve paid for the seal, slapped it on the cover, and probably sold more books. I could’ve called myself an award-winning author in the bio that’s used to introduce me at speaking gigs, without paying a dime.

But I’m not going to settle for something that I don’t think is real.

I owe it to Jesus and you guys to walk with integrity.


Have you ever fallen for a bad deal? I’d love to hear about it in the comments! P.S. Check out this resource to help Christian authors sort through the noise.